everything that used to be
We used to be best of friends.
Often talked about anything and everything under the sun.
He was the one I could tell my secrets to,
the one i can share my sentiments with.. my worries with.. even if it was about him.
we used to listen to each other.
We used to care about each others feelings.
my feelings were his top priority.
He was the one who worried about me whenever i was not feeling ok.
he worried too much whenever i got mad.
-- panics when i ignore him.
He used to tell me to remind him about his promises.
promised we would talk sort out our problems.
he was ever so loving.
ever so patient.
i was his everything.
he was my everything.
he made me love him.
tricked me into loving him with all i got.
now.
everything he was gradually faded away
sharing my feelings would end up in arguing.
sentiments and worries are now just feelings for my own to handle.
i got too scared of losing him that i lost my voice.
everything he was just started drifting away.
everything just faded away.
everything but my love for him.
wish i can do something.. anything to make it better.
wish i can save myself from hurt.
but i cant. im stuck.
Often talked about anything and everything under the sun.
He was the one I could tell my secrets to,
the one i can share my sentiments with.. my worries with.. even if it was about him.
we used to listen to each other.
We used to care about each others feelings.
my feelings were his top priority.
He was the one who worried about me whenever i was not feeling ok.
he worried too much whenever i got mad.
-- panics when i ignore him.
He used to tell me to remind him about his promises.
promised we would talk sort out our problems.
he was ever so loving.
ever so patient.
i was his everything.
he was my everything.
he made me love him.
tricked me into loving him with all i got.
now.
everything he was gradually faded away
sharing my feelings would end up in arguing.
sentiments and worries are now just feelings for my own to handle.
i got too scared of losing him that i lost my voice.
everything he was just started drifting away.
everything just faded away.
everything but my love for him.
wish i can do something.. anything to make it better.
wish i can save myself from hurt.
but i cant. im stuck.
